argh! ok last blog today i swear!
i was so depressed after milball b/c like nothing special happened like i wanted to.
i made a BIG mistake that i wish i never made
i was exiting the building with him and we were talking and i took his hand in mine and we linked fingers for like a second... then he pulled lose, like he didnt want to hold hands. which i dont blame him b/c we're not even together, but hes never had a problem like that before. it made me soooo sad. and when i looked sad, he didnt even ask what was wrong.
bunz said not to underestmiate him. that hes actually a really good listener. but i would tell him my problems but they mostly consist of him. and when i vent to him, he'll vent to me then all i will hear is about mangonibbler and assbiter. then i wish i never opened my mouth.
i have got to get over him, but rodolfo was there to listen. but he could bearly hear me b/c his hearing went bad b/c of the loud speakers. but yeah.
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Dang, he did that? Awww. I'm sure he was just tired or something. But really, you need to tell him how you feel or you're feelings will build up and it'll get harder for you to let go. & you're started to get jealous when he talks about other girls. Your feelings for him are growing. I don't want you to get hurt.
ReplyDeletewth? woow, yeah. i agree. it was a looong night. dont feel bad.
ReplyDeleteidk if you should tell him, i mean. if you want to, go ahead. but really...its like, i dont want to see u lose ur friendship w/him, uknow? i think that will hurt you more than what's hurting you now...