OMG LONG TIME NO SEE!

first of all i'd like to say SORRY! I HAVE NO INTERNET AT MY HOUSE B/C WE'RE SWITCHING NETWORKS AND ITS TAKING FOREVER!!!
gosh golly idk where to start.
argh! lorraine i cant beleive you put up those pictures! i look so bad! ew! im repulsive. its not even cute
anyways, im glad that allyson and i are getting pretty close. i remember during band camp she thought that i was being a "fake" friend and would only chill with her when i have no one else to be with. WRONG! im glad that we're so close. just talk to sea biscuit! he wont bite... only b/c hes scared he'll ruin his nice teeth ;)
i have so much to say but i always forget what i was going to type down.
oh me and chief? i dont think ive blogged bout my epiphany, have i?
well actually im listening to his myspace song right now, i love his music, but now? i dont love him! yes this is a good thing. its a GREAT thing. now that i look back on it, i laught at myself, b/c what did i ever see in him?? idk and it kills me. i feel like such a fool. hes goig through so much heart ache right now with mango tango that right now all i want to be is his friend and help him through it. but ill admit it kind of stings when he talks bout how much he wants her.
omg! which reminds me, he was like "i want her. i know when i like a girl. i've had A LOT a girls like me. i mean i know that they like me, but i dont want them. i want her." like that didnt hurt, it really didnt. if anything my heart stopped b/c i thought he was talking bout me. omg was i scared! but yeah right ow we're really good friends again. im just smoothing over broken pieces and its working so good. i love it. and me being there for him as a friend is how i detox i guess haha.
right now there is soooo much drama going on in the group. its frustrating and i could just cry. like bubba is like telling me all this stuff bunz is saying bout boo and like it hurts. bunz wants to kick boo out of the group. just b/c of some annoying things she does, but to be honest bunz has his faults too. more than boo and much worse and annoying. if anything i'd rather have him kicked out. but i honestly dont care for the drama. i just want it over. i hate drama. i dont like dealing withit b/c i deal with it enough. a break from drama is all i ask for.leave me out of it please. i love them all but enough of being stupid middle schoolers and own up to your shit and stop pointing fingers.
i love you lorraine but honestly listen to what kenny says. he says it for your own well being. how do i know what he says? im everywhere.
omg i just friggin posted up a new pick on facebook. why is facebook so confusing???? i have to like need to know a way a certain way to upload a pic or else i die. how does anyone figure these things out on their own???
ok well i gtg. my moms here and we're going back home. i need to edit this later for grammar and spelling. i love you guys!